I'm so sorry, friends! It's been so long since I've updated this blog. I've been trying to think of a direction to take it because there really is so much going on in all of our lives right now. Some things I don't want to discuss on a public site but others I can handle sharing.
First, I'll update you on the kids. Since we all know they are the most important, right? =)
~Lexie
She's 8 years old now and growing to be more beautiful every single day. I miss her dearly when she isn't with us and pray all the time that things will change for her to be with us full-time. She would truly benefit from being with us and I trust God knows that and will someday bring her to our home for good. This every other weekend business, it's for the birds! I miss my girl so much when she's away! She is in the 2nd grade and hoping like crazy to make it to the 3rd grade. Math kicks her butt, majorly! But I have faith in her and I'm sure she will make it. Her mother has signed her up for cheer-leading so I hope that will make her happy. She's so smart and such a joy to be around.
~Ethan
He's 5 now and all boy. He tries my patience on a daily basis but I love him all the same. He's so intelligent, sometimes a little too much so. His conduct at school hasn't been the best this year in Pre-K. It's mostly talking and I threaten to duct tape his mouth and his response is always "but won't it get dirty?" *sigh* I truly do love him though. I couldn't imagine my life without him. He'll start kindergarten in the fall and I actually am registering him next week. YIKES! He's playing Spring Soccer right now and loving it just as much as he did in the Fall. There aren't really any new developments as far as his cleft lip/palate progress. He will have more surgeries in probably a year or so.
Now for my dearest husband...
A little over a year now he has been working with a company that treats him like dog crap on the bottom of your shoe. He's been searching for a job for a few months now just to get out of a sinking company with no such luck. Yesterday, he gets to work and is immediately told to pack his things and leave. They laid him off. They say it was due to lowering costs and I can only hope they were telling the truth. So that was a really scary and shocking thing to deal with yesterday. BUT, he is on his way this very minute to an interview! Here's hoping it goes wonderful and he will only be without a job for a week or so! Other than work, he's busy keeping me happy so everyone else can be happy =) He's amazing. He puts up with a lot from me lately because of some things going on with me...speaking of me...
I think last time I posted I thought I was pre-diabetic. Well that wasn't the case. I'm not pre-diabetic. Hooray! But I still have hypothyroid and now have been diagnosed with PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome). So double whammy to me for trying to have a baby! Whew! But I'm on some medications and am very optimistic right now that something will happen soon with that. After 2 years of trying, something has to give, right? I spend a lot of time on www.soulcysters.net reading about other girls journeys. It actually helps! Work is going great for me. I am so blessed to have a job I enjoy and I work with some incredible people. I love getting up in the morning and not have that feeling of dread that some people do when they go into work. It's nice.
Well other than all of that, things are pretty quiet for the time being. Maybe things will soon get exciting and I will have even more to blog about. I'll try and keep everyone who cares up-to-date with Justin's job hunt and also with the baby stuff. Oh and yes, speaking of babies! My sister is expecting her second little boy! Sawyer will be here late June. Yay for Cayden being a big brother!! And I have a lot of friends expecting right now so I will have my baby fix until it's MY time.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Believing
Believing...in myself, in my family, in my friends but most importantly, believing in God. That's what I'm concentrating on a lot lately. There have been lots of ups and downs in the Collins household the past few weeks. But I'm not going to get into those because you know what? Things are going to be fine, things will always be fine. I have an amazing husband, two of the most wonderful children ever, the most loving family and friends/coworkers. I honestly have an awesome support system. Now to the heart of the matter for today...
As many of you that read this blog know, Justin and I have been trying for a baby for over a year now. A lot of the things I don't share with everyone because there is some stuff that is left private between me and my family. But anyway...in March, I went and had LOTS of blood taken to run numerous tests on me. Results? Hypothyroid. Um, what? But, I'm now very educated on this "disease" and am taking medication for it. I was told to come back in 3-4 months to get them checked again as well as they wanted to do an A1C glucose test on me because my glucose levels were really high. I NEVER called back to get that A1C done because honestly, I was terrified.
After a lot of heartache with a semi-blowout with my sister and mom, I realized I really needed to get my butt back to the doctor and get this show on the road. And so this morning I went and had my thyroid levels checked as well as the A1C test. They told me to expect a phone call within the week. So 3 hours later while I'm sitting at work and saw my doctor's number blink on my cell, I was a little nervous.
But guess what? My thyroid levels that are being a pain in the ass about me getting pregnant? NORMAL! Those levels are now normal per my doctor. YAY! The medicine is working. I was quite excited about that. Then she announced the "but" news...they want me to attend a pre-diabetes class on Tuesday. What? But I took a deep breath and didn't even cry when I was talking to my husband about it. It's just PRE-diabetes and they are going to teach me what to do to make it all better. That's what they are there for. So I'm actually pretty excited about it. I know it sounds weird to say that but it's closure in a way...knowing exactly what is wrong and knowing there is a way to fix this. And not only that...I'm going to lose all this weight I've gained and look amazing! =) That makes me happy all the way to the center of my soul.
So today I'm just asking for prayers from you all...or just a "thinking of you" thought. They help more than some people realize.
And mom and Becca...I know you wanted an updated blog post so here is the beginning of me TRYING to update this thing more regularly. Also, I love you both so much...you are two of my best friends.
As many of you that read this blog know, Justin and I have been trying for a baby for over a year now. A lot of the things I don't share with everyone because there is some stuff that is left private between me and my family. But anyway...in March, I went and had LOTS of blood taken to run numerous tests on me. Results? Hypothyroid. Um, what? But, I'm now very educated on this "disease" and am taking medication for it. I was told to come back in 3-4 months to get them checked again as well as they wanted to do an A1C glucose test on me because my glucose levels were really high. I NEVER called back to get that A1C done because honestly, I was terrified.
After a lot of heartache with a semi-blowout with my sister and mom, I realized I really needed to get my butt back to the doctor and get this show on the road. And so this morning I went and had my thyroid levels checked as well as the A1C test. They told me to expect a phone call within the week. So 3 hours later while I'm sitting at work and saw my doctor's number blink on my cell, I was a little nervous.
But guess what? My thyroid levels that are being a pain in the ass about me getting pregnant? NORMAL! Those levels are now normal per my doctor. YAY! The medicine is working. I was quite excited about that. Then she announced the "but" news...they want me to attend a pre-diabetes class on Tuesday. What? But I took a deep breath and didn't even cry when I was talking to my husband about it. It's just PRE-diabetes and they are going to teach me what to do to make it all better. That's what they are there for. So I'm actually pretty excited about it. I know it sounds weird to say that but it's closure in a way...knowing exactly what is wrong and knowing there is a way to fix this. And not only that...I'm going to lose all this weight I've gained and look amazing! =) That makes me happy all the way to the center of my soul.
So today I'm just asking for prayers from you all...or just a "thinking of you" thought. They help more than some people realize.
And mom and Becca...I know you wanted an updated blog post so here is the beginning of me TRYING to update this thing more regularly. Also, I love you both so much...you are two of my best friends.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Heartbreaking Flood
The weather was just downright awful for many in the southeast states this past weekend. But what kills me the most; Nashville, TN got hit very hard. And growing up just 15 miles south of Nashville, I spent a lot of time in Nashville growing up. And have spent quite a bit of time there recently for concerts and just enjoying family time on the streets of the city. To see those streets under 10 feet of water is completely devastating. I found some pictures that people are calling "amazing" and all I can think is "devastation".
The Opryland Hotel, a historic building, is one-story under water in some places. As a child, we went to the Hotel almost every Christmas to see the decorations and twinkling lights. It's sad to me that the Hotel will never be the same. It's been closed indefinitely for now. And even if it does reopen, it won't be the same. The "O'Land Oprytel" that I grew up with will never be the same. And you ask about the spelling of that...I used to get words a bit mixed up as a little girl and that's what I called Opryland Hotel when I was little. So it of course holds a really special place in my heart. And having lots of family and friends living in and around Nashville makes it extremely hard.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
yucky, stormy day...
And sometimes, when it is so dark and stormy out, it matches my mood. Maybe it matched my mood yesterday better than it does today. Today my mood could be described as the sun peeking out from behind the clouds knowing that it's going to eventually brighten the entire day...
So I got a call on Monday, late afternoon, from my doctor. I was praying, praying very hard, to NOT get a call. But when I saw my doctor's number show up on my phone, my stomach sank. This only meant one thing, my blood tests didn't come back normal. I braced myself and walked out into the hallway so I wasn't just sitting at my desk for all to hear. Of course, I work in the basement of a building so I can't hear that great on my cell anyway but I tried! So the girl on the line told me I have hypothyroidism. Hmm, I wasn't sure what all that meant so of course I Googled everything I could about it. And I scared myself by doing that but I needed it. I needed to educate myself on it so I know what to expect in the days down the road. They called a prescription in for something that would level out my thyroid hormones. All good. Wrong. They told me I needed A1C blood work done as well because my insulin is high. Well bummer, all I could think is...diabetes.
So I let that all settle in and was somewhat reassured after talking to my mother that she had A1C blood work done this previous Fall but hers came back normal. Well surely if my mothers did, mine would as well. I guess we will see whenever I actually have time to schedule it and get it done. But sitting at lunch yesterday, somewhat accepting the "hippo" thyroid issue (yes, I call it hippo, I just can't help myself for some reason; it makes me giggle), I get another phone call saying after looking at my blood work further, they are pretty sure I will fail the A1C test and would I just go on and get a 2-hour glucose test done while I'm at it. L O V E L Y. I completely lost it after that. I can only handle so much in a 24 hour period. Luckily my husband and I were at lunch when I got this call and when we were on our way back to work, I turned to him with tears in my eyes and said "I'm not handling this all very well". Bless his heart, I really am so hard on him sometimes but he did the only thing he knew to do. He just put his hand on my knee and squeezed slightly and said he was sorry. And honey, I know I was a nutcase last night about it all, but just that gentle reassurance from you, that's what I needed.
So anyway, I sort of broke down on the way home from work last night. I felt like I needed to do that. Maybe it put things into perspective for me. I don't honestly know. But today, for some reason, I feel great about all of this. I know why I am not able to have a baby right now, but I KNOW there are things to help so I can have the baby that my husband and I both want. I finally KNOW. And I feel so relieved to know this information now. I can correct it, take the meds they have prescribed to make me better. I thought knowing something is wrong with me would be completely devastating, and I'm not saying I wasn't devastated as heck for a bit, but I'm happy today. Extremely happy. Because you see, I might have "hippo"thyroidism and might possibly be borderline diabetic, but it can all be fixed. I can be fixed. I can have a baby. And that my friends, is what I'm going to concentrate on. Because that sun, peeking out from the clouds I spoke about earlier, is just a glimpse of my future. My little slice of sunshine when I can finally say "we are going to have a baby!"
So it's been a roller coaster couple of weeks for me, but the thrill of the ride has just hit me and I can't wait to see what comes next.
So I got a call on Monday, late afternoon, from my doctor. I was praying, praying very hard, to NOT get a call. But when I saw my doctor's number show up on my phone, my stomach sank. This only meant one thing, my blood tests didn't come back normal. I braced myself and walked out into the hallway so I wasn't just sitting at my desk for all to hear. Of course, I work in the basement of a building so I can't hear that great on my cell anyway but I tried! So the girl on the line told me I have hypothyroidism. Hmm, I wasn't sure what all that meant so of course I Googled everything I could about it. And I scared myself by doing that but I needed it. I needed to educate myself on it so I know what to expect in the days down the road. They called a prescription in for something that would level out my thyroid hormones. All good. Wrong. They told me I needed A1C blood work done as well because my insulin is high. Well bummer, all I could think is...diabetes.
So I let that all settle in and was somewhat reassured after talking to my mother that she had A1C blood work done this previous Fall but hers came back normal. Well surely if my mothers did, mine would as well. I guess we will see whenever I actually have time to schedule it and get it done. But sitting at lunch yesterday, somewhat accepting the "hippo" thyroid issue (yes, I call it hippo, I just can't help myself for some reason; it makes me giggle), I get another phone call saying after looking at my blood work further, they are pretty sure I will fail the A1C test and would I just go on and get a 2-hour glucose test done while I'm at it. L O V E L Y. I completely lost it after that. I can only handle so much in a 24 hour period. Luckily my husband and I were at lunch when I got this call and when we were on our way back to work, I turned to him with tears in my eyes and said "I'm not handling this all very well". Bless his heart, I really am so hard on him sometimes but he did the only thing he knew to do. He just put his hand on my knee and squeezed slightly and said he was sorry. And honey, I know I was a nutcase last night about it all, but just that gentle reassurance from you, that's what I needed.
So anyway, I sort of broke down on the way home from work last night. I felt like I needed to do that. Maybe it put things into perspective for me. I don't honestly know. But today, for some reason, I feel great about all of this. I know why I am not able to have a baby right now, but I KNOW there are things to help so I can have the baby that my husband and I both want. I finally KNOW. And I feel so relieved to know this information now. I can correct it, take the meds they have prescribed to make me better. I thought knowing something is wrong with me would be completely devastating, and I'm not saying I wasn't devastated as heck for a bit, but I'm happy today. Extremely happy. Because you see, I might have "hippo"thyroidism and might possibly be borderline diabetic, but it can all be fixed. I can be fixed. I can have a baby. And that my friends, is what I'm going to concentrate on. Because that sun, peeking out from the clouds I spoke about earlier, is just a glimpse of my future. My little slice of sunshine when I can finally say "we are going to have a baby!"
So it's been a roller coaster couple of weeks for me, but the thrill of the ride has just hit me and I can't wait to see what comes next.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
just waiting...
Oh how I love the game of "waiting". Well, not really. I could honestly do without. But here I sit and wait.
I was told today at the doctor when I went in for blood work that I was definitely NOT pregnant. Wow, just make that hole in my heart a little bit bigger for me. But I knew I was going to hear it, I just wasn't really prepared for it. So I guess I get the prescription filled so that my evil monthly friend will start. At least then the baby-making process can resume again, this time with very carefully charted temps and everything in between. I know, takes the fun out of it...but we WILL make it fun. Not a job. Right, honey?
They took 5 vials of blood from me this morning. I had no idea they were taking so much. Before they started I asked the lab nurse if they would be taking just one vial of blood and she looked at me like I had told a very funny joke. I definitely didn't think it was funny. But she just shook her head at me and sort of sighed, probably thinking "great, I have one of THOSE patients this morning". And yes, she did have one of THOSE patients. I do not do well with blood, of any sorts. I've just now become immune to them pricking my finger, that alone used to make me turn green in the face! But being anemic and knowing it's an inevitable part of going to the doctor, I don't turn as green any more when they do that part. But taking blood, that's another story. I told her I was going to need to lay down and she told me I would be fine. Excuse me? What? So, me being me, trusted her and sat there and closed my eyes and thought about all the things in this world that make me happy. And then it was over. I guess I have that many things that make me happy but it took my mind completely off of what she was doing. She helped a lot by asking me silly questions all throughout and when she was done and the little hole was covered with a band-aid, I finally looked over. And almost fell out of my chair. I only saw 4 vials but seeing that, knowing it was mine, almost did me in. So I asked her if she took 4 and her sweet voice said "oh no sweetie, we took 5. Your doctor is very thorough and ordered quite a few tests to be run on you". Oh joy! So yeah, I did fine while it was happening and then not so fine after I saw blood. She was very nice and let me sit there for a bit and talk to her about things she could have cared less about. Just so she knew I kept breathing and didn't pass out. She gets the nice award today.
My left arm seriously feels weird now though. Probably because I'm the biggest WUSS when it comes to things like this. Oh well, that part is over. Now I just wait for a phone call saying something is wrong or wait for no phone call to come at all so I know I'm okay...regardless, I wait. And wait.
On another note, I don't mean to bitch (well yes I do) but when you have a doctor appointment, don't bring a whole group of people with you. I mean, I understand if you are pregnant and you want your husband or someone else in his place there with you. But if your husband is there and also your mother and also your mother-in-law AND your other kids, just LEAVE THE KIDS AT HOME WITH THE GRANDPARENTS! I don't get it, I couldn't find a place to sit because of all the people. Ok...bitching session over for now. Thank you.
I was told today at the doctor when I went in for blood work that I was definitely NOT pregnant. Wow, just make that hole in my heart a little bit bigger for me. But I knew I was going to hear it, I just wasn't really prepared for it. So I guess I get the prescription filled so that my evil monthly friend will start. At least then the baby-making process can resume again, this time with very carefully charted temps and everything in between. I know, takes the fun out of it...but we WILL make it fun. Not a job. Right, honey?
They took 5 vials of blood from me this morning. I had no idea they were taking so much. Before they started I asked the lab nurse if they would be taking just one vial of blood and she looked at me like I had told a very funny joke. I definitely didn't think it was funny. But she just shook her head at me and sort of sighed, probably thinking "great, I have one of THOSE patients this morning". And yes, she did have one of THOSE patients. I do not do well with blood, of any sorts. I've just now become immune to them pricking my finger, that alone used to make me turn green in the face! But being anemic and knowing it's an inevitable part of going to the doctor, I don't turn as green any more when they do that part. But taking blood, that's another story. I told her I was going to need to lay down and she told me I would be fine. Excuse me? What? So, me being me, trusted her and sat there and closed my eyes and thought about all the things in this world that make me happy. And then it was over. I guess I have that many things that make me happy but it took my mind completely off of what she was doing. She helped a lot by asking me silly questions all throughout and when she was done and the little hole was covered with a band-aid, I finally looked over. And almost fell out of my chair. I only saw 4 vials but seeing that, knowing it was mine, almost did me in. So I asked her if she took 4 and her sweet voice said "oh no sweetie, we took 5. Your doctor is very thorough and ordered quite a few tests to be run on you". Oh joy! So yeah, I did fine while it was happening and then not so fine after I saw blood. She was very nice and let me sit there for a bit and talk to her about things she could have cared less about. Just so she knew I kept breathing and didn't pass out. She gets the nice award today.
My left arm seriously feels weird now though. Probably because I'm the biggest WUSS when it comes to things like this. Oh well, that part is over. Now I just wait for a phone call saying something is wrong or wait for no phone call to come at all so I know I'm okay...regardless, I wait. And wait.
On another note, I don't mean to bitch (well yes I do) but when you have a doctor appointment, don't bring a whole group of people with you. I mean, I understand if you are pregnant and you want your husband or someone else in his place there with you. But if your husband is there and also your mother and also your mother-in-law AND your other kids, just LEAVE THE KIDS AT HOME WITH THE GRANDPARENTS! I don't get it, I couldn't find a place to sit because of all the people. Ok...bitching session over for now. Thank you.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Today just feels like a blogging day...
I don't normally share things going on in my life that are incredibly personal but other times, I do. Somehow, I think it makes me feel better to write and know that people I care about are reading and knowing what I'm going through. And honestly, this isn't something that is outrageous, but to me, it's definitely a hard time. And I know I'm driving my husband and closest family members crazy with it some days.
Justin and I have been "trying" to have a baby since the end of June (2009). And I put trying in quotations because it's not like we are timing and taking temps and all that fun stuff. We just haven't been preventing pregnancy. And today I broke down and went to the doctor because I'm 4 weeks late and I knew I was either pregnant (finally!) or something was wrong with me. And I knew in my heart, it was going to be the latter. And today confirmed that.
At this moment, we don't really know what it is. I'm going in for blood work (where I get to fast before, YES!, um no) on Wednesday morning so they can do several tests. I think my biggest fear is not being able to have another baby. And I strongly believe that God will allow me to have another baby because He knows I want one so much and have all the love in the world to give future Baby Collins. It's just a tough thing to grasp.
I guess with this post I'm just trying to write it (type it) out and make some sort of sense of it all. I know I can't keep digging and talking about it until I'm blue in the face but it's something that's really close to my heart right now and always in the forefront of my mind. And it also doesn't help that my doctor didn't really explain anything to me so I could make sense of it. I don't feel like a doctor should leave a girl hanging like this when it comes to having a baby. But maybe I'm wrong? Either way, I guess Wednesday I will go and have blood drawn and just pray I don't pass out from it. And then patiently (HA!) wait until they call back and tell me what that lovely blood pumping through me has to say about it all...
Justin and I have been "trying" to have a baby since the end of June (2009). And I put trying in quotations because it's not like we are timing and taking temps and all that fun stuff. We just haven't been preventing pregnancy. And today I broke down and went to the doctor because I'm 4 weeks late and I knew I was either pregnant (finally!) or something was wrong with me. And I knew in my heart, it was going to be the latter. And today confirmed that.
At this moment, we don't really know what it is. I'm going in for blood work (where I get to fast before, YES!, um no) on Wednesday morning so they can do several tests. I think my biggest fear is not being able to have another baby. And I strongly believe that God will allow me to have another baby because He knows I want one so much and have all the love in the world to give future Baby Collins. It's just a tough thing to grasp.
I guess with this post I'm just trying to write it (type it) out and make some sort of sense of it all. I know I can't keep digging and talking about it until I'm blue in the face but it's something that's really close to my heart right now and always in the forefront of my mind. And it also doesn't help that my doctor didn't really explain anything to me so I could make sense of it. I don't feel like a doctor should leave a girl hanging like this when it comes to having a baby. But maybe I'm wrong? Either way, I guess Wednesday I will go and have blood drawn and just pray I don't pass out from it. And then patiently (HA!) wait until they call back and tell me what that lovely blood pumping through me has to say about it all...
Monday, January 11, 2010
Crazy...I just might be...
So, I'm sitting here and chatting with my sister about weight loss and exercise and all that DREADED stuff...and it hits me, it's time! It's time I stop whining about how overweight I am and just do something about it. And it's REALLY about time to stop saying I'll do something and actually do it. So, I'm going to start with laying off the sweet tea and sodas again and drink water, water and more water (with a little crystal light thrown in). And eat healthier...honey, I haven't talked to you about this yet, but that means no more eating out...we might need to make a trip to the grocery store tonight but please set the DVR to record The Biggest Loser before that =) Thanks!
So, ok, walking. My sister laughed out loud when I told her I hoped to not break my legs or give myself a black eye while walking/jogging around my neighborhood. But I'm serious! I'm so out of shape and am going to be the biggest wimp in the world when it comes to this. There is going to be a lot of screaming and crying and pain. For me, not for anyone else. I'm going to be yelling at myself a lot and telling my fat butt to just cooperate because it will all make it better in the end. I just have to believe that, no matter if I'm throwing up everything I have eaten all day. I must do it. And I will. It's time for me to. So that Chick-Fil-A I ate for lunch and that yummy sweet tea I devoured, that's it. I'm done. And I'm pumped! And honestly, I could make myself sick thinking of all the grease in fast food but I'm not going to think too hard because I will be running to the bathroom here at work and make a fool of myself!
So, I'm going to start walking/exercising since it has warmed up to the 40's this week. Even if it's doing a exercise DVD inside, I'm going to do it. My sister wants me to do a half marathon with her on April 24th...of course me being absolutely clueless to the world of marathons asked "exactly how many miles is a half marathon?" And she responds "13.1". Um ok, 13 used to be my lucky and happy number but 13 miles?!?!? Yes, I can do that. It's a little over 3 months away. And it's in Nashville!! Bands will be playing and motivating me. It might take me the better part of a day to finish but you know what. I can do it. I know I can. And that's not saying that I'm going to go register myself right now, I have to make sure I can do this. Have to get in the right mindset. But sounds like a good goal for myself! Right?? Yeah, I think so too.
http://nashville.competitor.com/
So, ok, walking. My sister laughed out loud when I told her I hoped to not break my legs or give myself a black eye while walking/jogging around my neighborhood. But I'm serious! I'm so out of shape and am going to be the biggest wimp in the world when it comes to this. There is going to be a lot of screaming and crying and pain. For me, not for anyone else. I'm going to be yelling at myself a lot and telling my fat butt to just cooperate because it will all make it better in the end. I just have to believe that, no matter if I'm throwing up everything I have eaten all day. I must do it. And I will. It's time for me to. So that Chick-Fil-A I ate for lunch and that yummy sweet tea I devoured, that's it. I'm done. And I'm pumped! And honestly, I could make myself sick thinking of all the grease in fast food but I'm not going to think too hard because I will be running to the bathroom here at work and make a fool of myself!
So, I'm going to start walking/exercising since it has warmed up to the 40's this week. Even if it's doing a exercise DVD inside, I'm going to do it. My sister wants me to do a half marathon with her on April 24th...of course me being absolutely clueless to the world of marathons asked "exactly how many miles is a half marathon?" And she responds "13.1". Um ok, 13 used to be my lucky and happy number but 13 miles?!?!? Yes, I can do that. It's a little over 3 months away. And it's in Nashville!! Bands will be playing and motivating me. It might take me the better part of a day to finish but you know what. I can do it. I know I can. And that's not saying that I'm going to go register myself right now, I have to make sure I can do this. Have to get in the right mindset. But sounds like a good goal for myself! Right?? Yeah, I think so too.
http://nashville.competitor.com/
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Edward vs. Jacob
Ok, I know if you are a Twilight fan, you hear this often...Edward vs. Jacob. This week, the second movie in the Twilight Saga is debuting. And all this week and this past weekend, I have felt 13 years old again. I can not wait to see this movie. I know a lot of my friends can't stand it and are just ready for it to be out and over but I can't think of anything more exciting than the fact that on Sunday night, at 8:00, I will be sitting in a seat watching it! And although this is probably my least favorite book in the series, I'm pumped about seeing the movie. I'm ready to see more of Jacob and I think that's the only way I was able to talk my husband into seeing it with me at the theater. I assured him this one isn't all about "twinkle fairy" (his words for Edward) but has more action in it and will be more entertaining for him. The wolves look incredible. Funny thing, Justin asked me if the wolves HAVE to run around without shirts on all the time, I told him they rip their clothes when they transform but in all actuality, they look good with no shirts on! Sorry honey. =) But seriously, I'm so excited! My sister is going to see it tonight, can I tell you how JEALOUS I am?!?! I told her not to say anything to me about it until after I see it on Sunday night. You ask why I'm having to wait until Sunday night?? Well, tonight is dog training, tomorrow night will be busy doing laundry and packing and then Friday, we are all loading up to go to Tennessee for Thanksgiving with my parents. So we won't be home until later Sunday so I'm buying tickets Friday before I leave town for a Sunday night show. And I don't even care that I will be out after 10 on a work night...I'm going to eat popcorn, drool just a little bit over Edward and Jacob and enjoy the movie with my husband. And yes people, he knows I will be drooling a bit...who won't be??
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
My sister tagged me...
So I will do this. I don't really know who to tag by doing this though, so here goes for just me!
1. where is your cell phone? desk
2. your hair? messy
3. your mother? passionate
4. your father? silly
5. your favorite food? pickles
6. your dream last night? nothing
7. your favorite drink? milk
8. your dream/goal? writer
9. what room are you in? pod
10. your hobby? writing
11. your fear? storms
12. where do you want to be in 6 years? happy
13. where were you last night? soccer
14. something that you aren’t? unemotional
15. muffins? strawberry
16. wish list item? baby
17. where did you grow up? Franklin
18. last thing you did? laughed
19. what are you wearing? rings
20. your tv? huge
21. your pets? assortment
22. friends? best
23. your life? wonderful
24. your mood? excited
25. missing someone? always
26. vehicle? van
27. something you’re not wearing? socks
28. your favorite store? Target
29. your favorite color? green
30. when was the last time you laughed? minutes
31. last time you cried? monday
32. your best friend? Justin
33. one place that I go to over and over? work
34. one person who emails me regularly? Justin
35. favorite place to eat? lots
1. where is your cell phone? desk
2. your hair? messy
3. your mother? passionate
4. your father? silly
5. your favorite food? pickles
6. your dream last night? nothing
7. your favorite drink? milk
8. your dream/goal? writer
9. what room are you in? pod
10. your hobby? writing
11. your fear? storms
12. where do you want to be in 6 years? happy
13. where were you last night? soccer
14. something that you aren’t? unemotional
15. muffins? strawberry
16. wish list item? baby
17. where did you grow up? Franklin
18. last thing you did? laughed
19. what are you wearing? rings
20. your tv? huge
21. your pets? assortment
22. friends? best
23. your life? wonderful
24. your mood? excited
25. missing someone? always
26. vehicle? van
27. something you’re not wearing? socks
28. your favorite store? Target
29. your favorite color? green
30. when was the last time you laughed? minutes
31. last time you cried? monday
32. your best friend? Justin
33. one place that I go to over and over? work
34. one person who emails me regularly? Justin
35. favorite place to eat? lots
Thursday, October 8, 2009
I've been pondering...
And I think I have decided to pick my pen/paper (ok, so exercise my hands and type) and start writing on the novel I started over 2 years ago. I've been thinking about it a lot and I honestly think that writing is definitely my passion. It might be a love/hate passion, is there such a thing? But I can't wait to get back into it. I really do love to write and with an imagination like mine, I can't let it go to waste! =) Now if I can just keep my sleeping cat off of me long enough to be able to see my laptop...
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Crazy days indeed...
I haven't posted in a while and honestly have a ton to talk about...I just need to start finding the time to write more often.
In early September (over Labor Day weekend), Justin and I went to Vegas for a long weekend together. We had tickets for a Puddle of Mudd concert along with tickets to a Nickelback concert while we were out there. After landing in Vegas after a very LONG plane ride and realizing our luggage was still in Houston, TX; we realized we had left both sets of concert tickets at home in our firesafe. Wow, what a way to start out the trip. It was late and I was tired and I know Justin was, too. And I was just down right angry! Angry at our flight from Birmingham to Houston because it was delayed and our luggage therefore didn't make it on the plane to Vegas. Angry at myself because I had made a list of things to pack and the concert tickets were close to the top of the list! And they were still forgotten. And just overall mad because I thought this trip was going to be a wonderful time. Well, after I calmed down and we made it to the hotel, things got better. We woke up Friday morning, with no luggage, and so I made myself a salon appointment to get my hair colored and cut. And Justin planned to get his tattoo at Hart & Huntington. So off we went...
The luggage arrived around lunch time so we were able to shower and get changed and everything. It was so nice! We didn't even leave the hotel Friday, we played at the casino there (Hard Rock Hotel & Casino) and just waited around for the poolside Puddle of Mudd concert to start. Yes, we did get to the concert. When we checked in, they told us that since we were staying with them, we would have gotten into the concert for free. WONDERFUL! So that one was taken care of. We rented a cabana by the pool and had a good time that night. Saturday, I was ready to go to the Grand Canyon! Yep, I figured we were that close, I wasn't going to miss it! So we took a cab to Dream Car Rentals on the strip, got into what we thought was going to be a GREAT car (2003 Porsche convertible) and took off into the sun. The car wasn't that great and soon we realized that the 100 degree heat of Vegas and the desert was no match for a convertible that had black leather seats. So sitting in traffic going through the Hoover Dam, the top came up and we were so totally over the convertible. And it honestly wasn't in the greatest shape any way. But still, we were going to the Grand Canyon. The closest side of the Canyon to us was the West Rim. We were told specifically by the rental car people NOT TO GO TO THE WEST RIM in their car. Eh, so what if it's 21 miles of unpaved, rocky, dusty, dirt road to the actual Canyon. And so we were rebels and took that little car all the way on it. We were just waiting for a voice to come over the radio and say "Excuse me Mr. Collins, but do you realize you aren't on a paved road any more?". That never happened but it was making us laugh anyway! The drive was nice and bumpy and making us a bit nervous about the car but we came this far, we weren't going back.
The Grand Canyon was gorgeous. I wasn't as impressed as I thought I would be but am very happy to say that I have seen it. I found it in incredible that there were no power lines, everything was charged by solar panels. It was just really neat. But I really figured out that I'm terrified of heights. After being on the edge of a canyon that is hundreds/thousands of feet down with no fence or anything to keep you from falling...I had enough. I'm scared of heights and now I can admit it. No thanks, not again. One stop we made, we got off, I snapped one or two photos and I told Justin I was ready to go!
Sunday night was the Nickelback concert. Friday morning when I woke up, I reordered tickets to this concert because Justin was super pumped about it...as was I. So I reordered 2 tickets. Luckily they still had some but they weren't great seats. So Sunday afternoon, we hopped in a limo and off to MGM we went for the concert. We got there and had to do the will call thing since it was last minute ordering and we just started talking to a line attendant and she told us they could look up our old tickets for us. Well what do you know! We ended up with 4 tickets to the concert!! So we took the two that weren't the greatest seats, sold them for half price and went about our merry way to the ticket gate. Most AMAZING concert! It started with Saving Abel. They were good. Then it moved into Papa Roach...and wow! They were outstanding!!! Hinder was up next and I'm not a huge Hinder fan but they were good as well. And then on came Nickelback. They were great. Overall, best concert I've ever been to.
Monday, we flew home. While sitting in the airport, we were people watching and caught up in some situation where this little girl didn't want to get on the plane back home to her moms. And this couple sitting behind us were wondering what was happening so we told them our theory and got to talking to them. Come to find out, they live about 5 minutes away from us, in a neighborhood that we had found our dream house but it sold before we could get it! We have a lot of similarities and well, guess what, we found us some new friends!! So David and Kacey, if you are reading, SO glad we all found each other in the Las Vegas airport. Crazy stuff!
Ok. So that's Vegas. I will be writing another blog later about our most recent trip to Tampa. I swear, we just can't stay home. But we are for a while now...catch you kiddos later!
In early September (over Labor Day weekend), Justin and I went to Vegas for a long weekend together. We had tickets for a Puddle of Mudd concert along with tickets to a Nickelback concert while we were out there. After landing in Vegas after a very LONG plane ride and realizing our luggage was still in Houston, TX; we realized we had left both sets of concert tickets at home in our firesafe. Wow, what a way to start out the trip. It was late and I was tired and I know Justin was, too. And I was just down right angry! Angry at our flight from Birmingham to Houston because it was delayed and our luggage therefore didn't make it on the plane to Vegas. Angry at myself because I had made a list of things to pack and the concert tickets were close to the top of the list! And they were still forgotten. And just overall mad because I thought this trip was going to be a wonderful time. Well, after I calmed down and we made it to the hotel, things got better. We woke up Friday morning, with no luggage, and so I made myself a salon appointment to get my hair colored and cut. And Justin planned to get his tattoo at Hart & Huntington. So off we went...
The luggage arrived around lunch time so we were able to shower and get changed and everything. It was so nice! We didn't even leave the hotel Friday, we played at the casino there (Hard Rock Hotel & Casino) and just waited around for the poolside Puddle of Mudd concert to start. Yes, we did get to the concert. When we checked in, they told us that since we were staying with them, we would have gotten into the concert for free. WONDERFUL! So that one was taken care of. We rented a cabana by the pool and had a good time that night. Saturday, I was ready to go to the Grand Canyon! Yep, I figured we were that close, I wasn't going to miss it! So we took a cab to Dream Car Rentals on the strip, got into what we thought was going to be a GREAT car (2003 Porsche convertible) and took off into the sun. The car wasn't that great and soon we realized that the 100 degree heat of Vegas and the desert was no match for a convertible that had black leather seats. So sitting in traffic going through the Hoover Dam, the top came up and we were so totally over the convertible. And it honestly wasn't in the greatest shape any way. But still, we were going to the Grand Canyon. The closest side of the Canyon to us was the West Rim. We were told specifically by the rental car people NOT TO GO TO THE WEST RIM in their car. Eh, so what if it's 21 miles of unpaved, rocky, dusty, dirt road to the actual Canyon. And so we were rebels and took that little car all the way on it. We were just waiting for a voice to come over the radio and say "Excuse me Mr. Collins, but do you realize you aren't on a paved road any more?". That never happened but it was making us laugh anyway! The drive was nice and bumpy and making us a bit nervous about the car but we came this far, we weren't going back.
The Grand Canyon was gorgeous. I wasn't as impressed as I thought I would be but am very happy to say that I have seen it. I found it in incredible that there were no power lines, everything was charged by solar panels. It was just really neat. But I really figured out that I'm terrified of heights. After being on the edge of a canyon that is hundreds/thousands of feet down with no fence or anything to keep you from falling...I had enough. I'm scared of heights and now I can admit it. No thanks, not again. One stop we made, we got off, I snapped one or two photos and I told Justin I was ready to go!
Sunday night was the Nickelback concert. Friday morning when I woke up, I reordered tickets to this concert because Justin was super pumped about it...as was I. So I reordered 2 tickets. Luckily they still had some but they weren't great seats. So Sunday afternoon, we hopped in a limo and off to MGM we went for the concert. We got there and had to do the will call thing since it was last minute ordering and we just started talking to a line attendant and she told us they could look up our old tickets for us. Well what do you know! We ended up with 4 tickets to the concert!! So we took the two that weren't the greatest seats, sold them for half price and went about our merry way to the ticket gate. Most AMAZING concert! It started with Saving Abel. They were good. Then it moved into Papa Roach...and wow! They were outstanding!!! Hinder was up next and I'm not a huge Hinder fan but they were good as well. And then on came Nickelback. They were great. Overall, best concert I've ever been to.
Monday, we flew home. While sitting in the airport, we were people watching and caught up in some situation where this little girl didn't want to get on the plane back home to her moms. And this couple sitting behind us were wondering what was happening so we told them our theory and got to talking to them. Come to find out, they live about 5 minutes away from us, in a neighborhood that we had found our dream house but it sold before we could get it! We have a lot of similarities and well, guess what, we found us some new friends!! So David and Kacey, if you are reading, SO glad we all found each other in the Las Vegas airport. Crazy stuff!
Ok. So that's Vegas. I will be writing another blog later about our most recent trip to Tampa. I swear, we just can't stay home. But we are for a while now...catch you kiddos later!
Monday, August 31, 2009
A sad, but wonderful day...
So today is Ethan's first day of dayschool at the church. He's been extremely excited about it for weeks now so that's kept my spirits up but now that the day is actually here, this mom is having a hard time. What's even harder...I didn't even get to take him. I couldn't really. We normally have Monday morning meetings that was prohibiting me from going but when I got to work and received the email that our boss is out of town so we wouldn't be meeting, well the tears started falling. I could have come in late and taken my sweet boy to his first day of school. Oh well, trying not to dwell on it. I know he's going to have a fantastic time and I can't wait to get him after work today so I can hear all about it!! I know he's going to have a million and one things to talk to me about. His daddy is keeping me updated so well though. I'm glad. According to him, Ethan basically jumped out of the car to Ms. Laurie and she remembered his name so it made it a lot easier I'm sure. So off he went without a goodbye or kisses for his daddy. That means he is SO excited. I'm happy for him, he needs other children to play with.
Tomorrow we go to his soccer meeting and next Tuesday night, we start the Start Smart Program for him. I'm excited about that because I know he LOVES kicking the soccer ball around. I'll let you all know how that goes!
This weekend was incredible. I love having my parents in town and having our children and just being a family. Saturday morning we got up early and went over to Portrait Innovations to have pictures taken. They turned out amazing and both kids were just so cute and did perfectly. We got some wonderful ones of them and I'm so thankful for my family. Our kids really are just too cute. So I hope you all had a wonderful weekend as well...mine was spectacular and filled with lots of the people that mean the world to me.
Tomorrow we go to his soccer meeting and next Tuesday night, we start the Start Smart Program for him. I'm excited about that because I know he LOVES kicking the soccer ball around. I'll let you all know how that goes!
This weekend was incredible. I love having my parents in town and having our children and just being a family. Saturday morning we got up early and went over to Portrait Innovations to have pictures taken. They turned out amazing and both kids were just so cute and did perfectly. We got some wonderful ones of them and I'm so thankful for my family. Our kids really are just too cute. So I hope you all had a wonderful weekend as well...mine was spectacular and filled with lots of the people that mean the world to me.
Friday, August 28, 2009
One of THOSE moms...

So, today was Ethan's "meet the teacher" at his dayschool. I was so excited and Ethan has been asking to go to school for days now and REALLY wanted to go this morning. So needless to say, there has been lots of excitement about this whole school thing this week. So today at 11:30, we met Ms. Beverly, Ethan's teacher. Sweet, sweet lady. I told my ex-husband before we even got in there that I was not going to be one of those moms that made her child take a picture with his/her teacher. Sure, why would I?!? So we got in there, got all of our materials and signed up for a few parties and things like that and we were about to leave and the iPhone had to come out. Yep, "Do you mind if I get Ethan's picture with you please?" I was totally one of THOSE moms today...and I really have no shame. It's such an exciting time!!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Ethan's Growing Up!

So tonight Justin and I, along with Ethan's daddy, are meeting at the church for a parent meeting for the dayschool program he is going to start going to. I know I'm super excited about it! And I really think Ethan is going to love it. He is always wanting to play with other kids. So I think this is going to be great for him. And then next Tuesday night, we have an initial meeting for his soccer for this fall. We registered him for a Start Smart program for this first year which will be great for him. Basically, we (the parents) play along the side of him to get the fundamentals down. It's a 6-week program for them to learn and then they have a little award ceremony after its all over. Perfect for my sweet bug this first year of soccer. He even gets his very own soccer ball for it! And shin guards! :) I can't wait to see him in his little t-shirt and shin guards kicking his ball around. Lots of pictures to come for sure! I know this post is all about Ethan, but well, all of his stuff starts this week and next week. Busy, busy time...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
A little bit of fun...
It's been a great weekend. Justin and I have spent a lot of time just being with each other and relaxing and enjoying married life while the kids were away. Still loving the new house and promise to get photos up just as soon as everything is put together!
Our newest addition is the swingset in the backyard. My sister claims it is too large to be a swingset and that it is a playground all in itself...it might be =) But the kids are going to l
Until next time...take care.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Cozy Living
So we are moved into our house. Well, by moved in I mean we are living there and all of our stuff is there. We just aren't unpacked! I feel like I need about a week of just unpacking without any distractions. Unfortunately for us, we have work and two kids on top of it! Not that having kids is unfortunate because really, they truly are great. It's just that Ethan wants to "help" with everything and his idea of helping is asking a million questions about everything and keeping me distracted to the point of wanting to pull my hair out. Although when he is pee peeing on the potty and says "momma, I love you forever", it really makes up for all of that. Sweet, I know. So we are not unpacked. I have a feeling that this weekend is going to be spent unpacking. It's our kid free weekend (they are with the other sides) and as much as Justin and I want to just enjoy the new house and relax, I don't think it will happen. I mean, I know I will feel so much better once everything is unpacked and it's all settled where it needs to go, and I'm sure my toe nails and finger nails will appreciate me finding the nail clippers. I will get pictures soon, I promise. We have internet sort of...we are just waiting for our modem to arrive so the dsl actually works. All in time...
I forgot to mention my new job. I'm no longer sitting at the front desk of Hoffman Media as the receptionist. It's the most wonderful feeling in the world. Hoffman has been great to me and I love working here, but being able to get up and go to a meeting without having to find someone to cover my desk, it's like a dream come true! So I am now sitting back in the production department with the wonderful art girls and doing my Advertising Production Rep job full time. I was working just solely on Southern Lady magazine but I have added Cooking with Paula Deen, Sandra Lee Semi-Homemade, Victoria and Celebrate to that list now. I LOVE it! It's nice to have my own space at work finally although you would think I'm a single girl who has no family at all because my little pod is so bare. I keep telling myself every day that I must bring some pictures, and eventually I will get around to it I suppose.
I'm trying to think of what other things are going on. Oh, my parents are trying to sell their house in TN so they can move back down to Alabama and be with their daughters and grandbabies. Well and their son-in-laws too, I suppose :) With Ethan getting close to turning 4 every day and then Lexie being in the family now too, it was hard for them to stay away. But now with baby Cayden on top of it, well, I'm just praying that their house sells fast up there. We want and need them back down here. It's just not the same without them here. I miss them more than I normally let on. Justin knows how much I miss them though...has even told my dad that they need to hurry and move back down. I'm wondering if I will ever grow out of being a "child" that needs her parents close by? If I don't, I think I'm okay with that. I just love them is all and I don't think that is a bad thing at all. Ethan keeps asking if Pop is coming back to see him soon, it makes me laugh but then makes me sad. He must have really bonded with Pop this past weekend, just not sure when it happened between all the whining that Ethan did. He sure loves his Nana and Pop though.
Well I think that is all for now. I promise pictures soon once I can find my card reader for the camera and actually take some photos of the house and new van and all sorts of things. They are coming soon so I will say...to be continued.
Until next time, take care...
I forgot to mention my new job. I'm no longer sitting at the front desk of Hoffman Media as the receptionist. It's the most wonderful feeling in the world. Hoffman has been great to me and I love working here, but being able to get up and go to a meeting without having to find someone to cover my desk, it's like a dream come true! So I am now sitting back in the production department with the wonderful art girls and doing my Advertising Production Rep job full time. I was working just solely on Southern Lady magazine but I have added Cooking with Paula Deen, Sandra Lee Semi-Homemade, Victoria and Celebrate to that list now. I LOVE it! It's nice to have my own space at work finally although you would think I'm a single girl who has no family at all because my little pod is so bare. I keep telling myself every day that I must bring some pictures, and eventually I will get around to it I suppose.
I'm trying to think of what other things are going on. Oh, my parents are trying to sell their house in TN so they can move back down to Alabama and be with their daughters and grandbabies. Well and their son-in-laws too, I suppose :) With Ethan getting close to turning 4 every day and then Lexie being in the family now too, it was hard for them to stay away. But now with baby Cayden on top of it, well, I'm just praying that their house sells fast up there. We want and need them back down here. It's just not the same without them here. I miss them more than I normally let on. Justin knows how much I miss them though...has even told my dad that they need to hurry and move back down. I'm wondering if I will ever grow out of being a "child" that needs her parents close by? If I don't, I think I'm okay with that. I just love them is all and I don't think that is a bad thing at all. Ethan keeps asking if Pop is coming back to see him soon, it makes me laugh but then makes me sad. He must have really bonded with Pop this past weekend, just not sure when it happened between all the whining that Ethan did. He sure loves his Nana and Pop though.
Well I think that is all for now. I promise pictures soon once I can find my card reader for the camera and actually take some photos of the house and new van and all sorts of things. They are coming soon so I will say...to be continued.
Until next time, take care...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
SO much going on!!!!
Okay, so I haven't been updating this the way I should be. I have a minute of downtime here at work so I figured I would take advantage of it. Although there is no way I will get everything written in this one blog, I'm going to try my best to.
First, and probably most important, Justin and I close on our house on Friday at 3:30. Yes, we bought a house! I promise to post pictures soon, I just don't have all the pictures loaded on my computer here at work. So we close on Friday and have movers coming to pack us up on Friday morning and they will be coming back on Saturday to move us! Hoping to have all the family there for lunch so we can order pizza and sit in the floor of our new house for a nice lunch.
The house is incredible. It's a 4 bedroom/2 bathroom house. Nice 2-car garage, HUGE fenced in backyard that I'm looking forward to more than I ever thought! A lovely garden tub just for me :) Very excited about that, too. Along with the new house, we bought a new washer and dryer, they are red! ROLL TIDE!!! They are fantastic. So a busy week this week/weekend for us for sure!
Justin bought a new truck a little over a month ago. We call the truck SmurfMate. It's "smurf" blue. It's a Toyota Tacoma, very nice truck. Then last week, Justin said "Let's go back to Hoover Toyota" so we did. A week ago today I drove home in my very nice, brand new 2010 Toyota Sienna. LOVE it!! I'll get pictures posted of these two guys soon, too!
Other than buying lots of expensive stuff, not too much else has been going on. Ethan and Lexie are both doing well. Lexie has school registration for 1st grade next Thursday, so that's exciting! Can't believe she will be in 1st grade. Ethan is going to start dayschool at Riverchase Methodist this fall. I'm really excited about him going to "school". He really needs it and I know he will love it. We are also enrolling him in soccer in August. So soccer games coming up for us!
My nephew Cayden is 2 months and 8 days old today. He is really just the cutest thing. Well besides my kids of course :) But he made me cry this past Saturday by smiling at me...that's bad, huh? Cutest nephew ever though. He looks so much like my sister and brother-in-law that he doesn't look like either of them. It's so strange. And of course, I just melted when my sister told me he had a look the other day that looked just like his Aunt Rachel in one of her baby pictures!
Justin and I have been married for a little over 3 months now. For our 3 month, he bought me the sweetest necklace and bracelet and then went back and bought some diamond earrings that match my engagement ring. He spoils me :) But I love him more than I ever thought would be possible. I'm excited about our future, so much is happening for us that I'm so truly thankful for. We are extremely blessed.
Until next time, take care...
First, and probably most important, Justin and I close on our house on Friday at 3:30. Yes, we bought a house! I promise to post pictures soon, I just don't have all the pictures loaded on my computer here at work. So we close on Friday and have movers coming to pack us up on Friday morning and they will be coming back on Saturday to move us! Hoping to have all the family there for lunch so we can order pizza and sit in the floor of our new house for a nice lunch.
The house is incredible. It's a 4 bedroom/2 bathroom house. Nice 2-car garage, HUGE fenced in backyard that I'm looking forward to more than I ever thought! A lovely garden tub just for me :) Very excited about that, too. Along with the new house, we bought a new washer and dryer, they are red! ROLL TIDE!!! They are fantastic. So a busy week this week/weekend for us for sure!
Justin bought a new truck a little over a month ago. We call the truck SmurfMate. It's "smurf" blue. It's a Toyota Tacoma, very nice truck. Then last week, Justin said "Let's go back to Hoover Toyota" so we did. A week ago today I drove home in my very nice, brand new 2010 Toyota Sienna. LOVE it!! I'll get pictures posted of these two guys soon, too!
Other than buying lots of expensive stuff, not too much else has been going on. Ethan and Lexie are both doing well. Lexie has school registration for 1st grade next Thursday, so that's exciting! Can't believe she will be in 1st grade. Ethan is going to start dayschool at Riverchase Methodist this fall. I'm really excited about him going to "school". He really needs it and I know he will love it. We are also enrolling him in soccer in August. So soccer games coming up for us!
My nephew Cayden is 2 months and 8 days old today. He is really just the cutest thing. Well besides my kids of course :) But he made me cry this past Saturday by smiling at me...that's bad, huh? Cutest nephew ever though. He looks so much like my sister and brother-in-law that he doesn't look like either of them. It's so strange. And of course, I just melted when my sister told me he had a look the other day that looked just like his Aunt Rachel in one of her baby pictures!
Justin and I have been married for a little over 3 months now. For our 3 month, he bought me the sweetest necklace and bracelet and then went back and bought some diamond earrings that match my engagement ring. He spoils me :) But I love him more than I ever thought would be possible. I'm excited about our future, so much is happening for us that I'm so truly thankful for. We are extremely blessed.
Until next time, take care...
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
House Hunting
So, finding a house to live in has been an extreme roller coaster ride. We had the perfect house picked out. A 4 bedroom/2 bath new construction that was absolutely beautiful. So we put a contract on it. The builders countered our offer and didn't bend at all on the price. So we then countered back and they didn't even counter back the second time. They just stuck with their original price. So we countered and said we would pay the full price if they would just pay our closing costs. Well, they told our realtor for us to not even come back with another offer. So we told her okay, we wouldn't come back with another offer and here is a list of 12 more houses we want to look at this week!
Haven Homes is the builder we were having problems with. You would think with the economy the way it is right now that they would at least bend a little. But no. We talked to another realtor that had shown us a house that was so cute and our second runner up (it has been sold...sad...) and he told us that they were having problems with those builders and houses selling. So Justin and I think it's a blessing that we didn't buy that house. We have found so many more cute ones out there that are cheaper and bigger!
We looked at 4 out of 12 of those houses last night, toting both kids along. I didn't like the first one we looked at, Justin really did. Neither of us liked the second one (which also had a very scary neighbor standing out in her yard trying to SELL us the house!!), but the third one...wow! We really like. But I told Justin I feel like I have already been burned a little with the house hunting. Getting my hopes up and having my heart set on the house we put a contract on. So, we love the third one we looked at last night but are keeping our minds open and going to look at the other 8 on Saturday. The 4th one we looked at last night we both absolutely LOVED on the website. On closer inspection, the 4th bedroom (that we will have to have eventually) was a garage turned into bedroom. So there was a door in there going out to the backyard!! It was the strangest thing and the house we want to buy now, we are hoping to stay in for at least 10 years. So that would mean our children would be in their teens and that would be way to easy for them to sneak out! So as much as we loved the kitchen and huge, fenced backyard...we had to say goodbye to that one as well. So as of now, we have 1 we like but 8 more to look at.
The whole house buying process is really stressful. I have never been through it before and was hoping it would be somewhat enjoyable. I mean, looking at the houses is a lot of fun. And we are pre-approved for the loan already so we basically just have to find a house...but it's so stressful. I feel like my stomach is just in constant knots. Last night it took me forever to get to sleep and when I finally did, I had a dream that Justin and I had a baby but it was a 2 year old little girl and not a newborn!! Weird I know but it was the most disturbing dream ever.
Wish us luck as we continue to look for the perfect house for our family...I don't think I will be able to count the number of grey hairs after this is all over!
Until next time...take care.
Haven Homes is the builder we were having problems with. You would think with the economy the way it is right now that they would at least bend a little. But no. We talked to another realtor that had shown us a house that was so cute and our second runner up (it has been sold...sad...) and he told us that they were having problems with those builders and houses selling. So Justin and I think it's a blessing that we didn't buy that house. We have found so many more cute ones out there that are cheaper and bigger!
We looked at 4 out of 12 of those houses last night, toting both kids along. I didn't like the first one we looked at, Justin really did. Neither of us liked the second one (which also had a very scary neighbor standing out in her yard trying to SELL us the house!!), but the third one...wow! We really like. But I told Justin I feel like I have already been burned a little with the house hunting. Getting my hopes up and having my heart set on the house we put a contract on. So, we love the third one we looked at last night but are keeping our minds open and going to look at the other 8 on Saturday. The 4th one we looked at last night we both absolutely LOVED on the website. On closer inspection, the 4th bedroom (that we will have to have eventually) was a garage turned into bedroom. So there was a door in there going out to the backyard!! It was the strangest thing and the house we want to buy now, we are hoping to stay in for at least 10 years. So that would mean our children would be in their teens and that would be way to easy for them to sneak out! So as much as we loved the kitchen and huge, fenced backyard...we had to say goodbye to that one as well. So as of now, we have 1 we like but 8 more to look at.
The whole house buying process is really stressful. I have never been through it before and was hoping it would be somewhat enjoyable. I mean, looking at the houses is a lot of fun. And we are pre-approved for the loan already so we basically just have to find a house...but it's so stressful. I feel like my stomach is just in constant knots. Last night it took me forever to get to sleep and when I finally did, I had a dream that Justin and I had a baby but it was a 2 year old little girl and not a newborn!! Weird I know but it was the most disturbing dream ever.
Wish us luck as we continue to look for the perfect house for our family...I don't think I will be able to count the number of grey hairs after this is all over!
Until next time...take care.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
New Nephew!
Well, my sister and brother-in-law had their baby yesterday. Cayden Samuel Allen was born at 12:33 p.m. He weighed 7lbs. 15oz. and was 20.5" long. He has the most precious strawberry blond hair that I have ever seen. He looks like his mommy. Becca told me that he looks like he has my hands. Poor little guy will have the pudgiest fingers if that's the case! But he's absolutely adorable. My sister did wonderfully from what I can tell. A real trooper. She looked amazing right after, like she had not given birth at all!Seeing my new nephew really makes me want another of my own. Like immediately. But I know we need to make sure we can get in a house and have the space for a newborn. Lexie wants a little sister, I definitely wouldn't mind a little girl :) But the thought of having another boy just melts my heart all over again. Honestly, either boy or girl, it will be the greatest gift to be able to bring it into this world with Justin by my side. That's going to be one lucky baby whenever it happens.
Speaking of a house...we have found a beautiful 4 bedroom/2 bathroom house in Helena that we absolutely love. We are hoping to have our down payment for serious buying next weekend. If that house is still on the market, I do believe we will make an offer. Other than that one, there are about 5 others we plan on looking at between now and next weekend. We just have to make sure there is plenty of space for our family and a good backyard for the kids and Sully to be able to play in. Keep your fingers crossed for us!
I'm ready for this weekend...I need some good family time and we are also going to Justin's parents to have a "pool cleaning" party to get the pool ready for swimming. I'll be spending a lot of time there this summer! So excited! We are determined to get Ethan used to the water this year. Lexie swims like a fish already, Ethan just needs to follow suit.
Until next time...take care.
Monday, May 11, 2009
The Starting One
So, many of my friends and family have blogs to keep everyone updated on their every day life. So I decided today that I should do the same for my family. So here on out I will post the happenings in our lives and photos. So welcome!
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